Hi All,

I am coming on here right now because I have nowhere other than the Lord to turn to and I am in tears at how the doctor treated Dylan. He kicked his feet and said Come on move them, when Dylan screamed in pain he laughed and said Oh Come on. I then stepped in and said something to him in my anger and outrage told him to cut it out and told him if we had another Doctor to go to we would. He changed his tune when he saw how Dylan responded to the reflex test and asked me how long his feet had been catatonic, he said only a couple of days and I said No a couple of weeks. I said we tried to tell you and you wouldn't listen. I had to ask for a reflex test, because he wasn't even going to give him one. I could see the guilt in him for not believing my son nor me. He went from being horrid to couldn't be more helpful and now finally we have our referral to a neurologist who is seeing him in ten days.

I asked Dylan how he felt, and he said that man did something terrible and he hurt my feet. At present I just feel traumetised from the experience, battle weary from fighting too many battles, I don't even choose to be in them. Right now we are resting in the Lord and just resting and listening to praise and worship, just being really gentle. Right now God's will is feeling extremely difficult and so I cling to Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

I know I will feel better again, I just pray that these things no longer phase me anymore.

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Serenity,

I feel your pains and pray for God to act fast as we surrender to his will. Dear Lord, your hear your daughter and son and know there needs. We come to you asking from our hearts for your healing power to manifest. Give Serenity hope and strength to handle the trials at bay.

I pray for God's intervention for your son and you.

Hold on Serenity! We will intercede in fasting and praying for healing!

This scripture came to may heart!

1 Peter 4:12-16
12Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name.

I'm with you in prayer!!!!!!

Dearest SerenityStyle,
I feel the pain and the hurt that you are experiencing with your son Dylan. As I am wiring this, my heart is heavy for you and goes out to you and Dylan. Our Lord is one of Mercy and Grace. I know that you have total trust in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Nothing is more powerful than your surrendered life in the hands of God. Be honest with God! Tell Him all; tell Him how you feel, be honest and authentic. Read the Psalms again. Read how David talked to God in both his pain and his joy. "I pour out my complaints before him and tell him all my troubles. For I am overwhelmed". (Psalms 142:2-3). God hears all prayers and sees every tear that falls. He feels our hurt and sorry. Remember "Jesus wept."
I do not understand the "Why" behinds the trials that we go through. I have to rely on God's Word. For He sees the whole picture, He sees eternity. Where as we only get to see the here and now. I do understand and appreciate your worry and feelings of helplessness. He hears every prayer, every word. He LOVES YOU and Dylan!
My wife Susie and my son Daniel have Lyme Disease as you know and have many symptoms and conditions, too many to list. I draw my strength from Jesus Christ as you do. "I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me."(Phil. 4:13). I have cried and prayed so many times. At times it seemed that my prayers were not heard. I wanted this to be over. I am tired of seeing my family in pain; I am tired of dealing with the helplessness. I wanted this in my time. But all things are in His time.
Over the last 5 years I have learned to trust God more than I ever thought I could. I have learned that Jesus loves ME and He loves my Susie, Daniel, Robin and Amanda. I had to learn to trust Him with the things I love most on this earth, my wife and my children. I found that He and I have their best interest in mind and that He loves them too and even more than I.
My prayer for you is this "Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not upon your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path." (Proverbs 3:5)
I LOVE YOU! I'll be thinking of you and praying......often.

In Christ,
Brian

P.S.
Thank YOU for your kind and loving words of encouragement.

Hi Blessed Gal, John & Brian,


Firstly Thankyou Lord for your beautiful children they are a blessing to us. Amen

Blessedgal,

this is exactly it our time of trials and persecutions...Dylan is going to be awesome for the Lord I have learnt so much from him about courage, strength and utter belief that the Lord will deliver him and also do what he has revealed to us that he will do. Where I think we have not lived his will is by not staying in our sheltered environment until the Lord's work in us is finished what he wants to do. You see we find our rest in the Lord, I or Dylan feels really good and then we just want to go out and fellowship or be with others, or just help them however because it is a newness of growth and is not strengthened by the Lord through time...we go back to our imprisoned circumstances instead of just resting in that liberty. We love you dear sister...I have also been wondering how you are getting on...

John as you said about prayer and fasting and saying hang on, this is what come to Dylan and I and I also read last night "So hang in there it is all worthwhile" and also this came to me and I just love this "Be still and know that I am God" (Ps. 16:10). We also thankyou for answering our request... A similar passage also came to me, it is great how the Lord confirms and answers his children.... We love you dear brother, thankyou for following the promptings within your heart....

Hi Brian,

Thankyou for your burden for us, we have also been burdened for your family. I can understand the enormity of symptoms that is in Lyme's disease for you family, we also have other conditions that are like this besides the fibromyalgia...all can be overwhelming and consuming until it just changes you whole life completely and the only thing that is left is just rest in Christ and trusting him into releasing us from the situation. I also love Psalms and yes I will read Psalms from start to finish. The Lord gave Dylan Psalm 118 and so I direct this psalm to you and your family. Also I am to remind you about Isaiah 35 and walking the Holy Highway into his freedom, singing and praising him and the Holy Spirit has shown me that not one of his children shall fail and that every single prayer I have had will be answered.

Through this I have learnt there is more to healing than prayer, faith, and hands on healing we must not forget the importance of praise and worship and also fasting. I have fasted with Dylan before using the raw food diet and we felt so good and so healthy...this is the diet that is in genesis and also the diet that Daniel had. We haven't done it as yet, however now Dylan and I are in agreement to this. People have walked away from all sorts of things, using God's biblical principles, however when we also utilise the Cross our Saviour and follow the promptings of the Holy Spirit how can we possibly fail. I have also discovered the importence of having soaking prayers for Chronic situations by people that have an annointing ministery in this and also the importance of spiritual surgery of which I have learnt to do for us. I also understand the importance of someone that supports you along the way and that can pray for you the moment you need the prayers, or just direct and remind you at the time of reminding. I also understand the importance of praying for others and how when we pray for others we also get freed or our understanding is openened and increased. I also understand the importance of having others pray for you when you can not pray anymore and are just too tired.

This chronic condition we have has been since 1989 and Dylan was born into it, it is a long process and it involves every aspect of our lives not just our health, however the Lord speaks to me of healing, liberty, freedom and into his health, happiness, joy and love. He speaks to me the 70week restoration of the temple. That he will lift us up like Job and return to us all that we lost when this period is over. Brian I have been called to your family to pray, support and believe beyond any doubt that you can also walk free of this while praising and worshipping the Lord. I have felt this when I first saw your post. We have had our miracles through this and seen many wonderful things happen along the way. Now we are wanting those miracles for your family, for your family to be delivered out of your predicament as well as our family to be set free. I am here for you, to work with you in this matter, I am only an email away...We love you and your family dear Brother.

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

keeping you in prayer

Thankyou Grace and Faith we love you...

Together we can move mountains, illness and do many miracles and wonderous things in Jesus' name...Amen

love and blessings in the Lord

Serenity