Hi All,

Dylan does have Fibromylagia, the doctor confirmed. Then we went through the socialisation situation again today (I get harrassed about this quite a lot, my answer is I am not interested in socialisation, I am interested in fellowshipping only, quality not quantity)....and then he asked the question...Do you know what parenting is about? I answered this question and he said well yes ok, so you do. It felt very derogative. Then I came out and really felt awful like I hadn't been supported.

Then we went to the doctor for me in the afternoon and then we went through the Dylan's doctor is concerned about him being homeschooled. There was no, you are going though some difficult things, how r u dealing with it? I left feeling like I had been punched in the eyes and I got really angry and just cried then and there, really bawled. Dylan said, Mum that man has an awful attitude and it confirmed exactly what I felt.

Anyway the good news is the Lord spoke to us and we will be getting victory in Christ...

What came it is from Isaiah or Jeremiah....

and it said we will no longer be without our mate and we will be saved and we are to sing to the Lord and walk the Holy Highway and we will be saved and set free. So we will walk away from the medical profession and just walk our way through this with the Lord. The Lord has also shown me diversion therapy is what Dylan needs, to sing his way to health or to paint etc...to praise and worship. This morning I didn't even show this passage to Dylan and he had his earphones on listening to praise and worship music.

Also was told 75% of children outgrow this, so I claim Dylan to be one of these, the other 25 have it for life. Have also been shown that this is a part of his training process. What we really need is to just rest in the Lord through this.

The good news is, the Lord is using this as a witnessing tool, my friend was smiling as I was telling her about Miriam and her tambourine dancing and singing to the Lord in joy...she has her God issues, however she is listening more and more about things that are coming to me for her and unity, peace is coming into her home...At present she is doing a unit for Uni in palative care and massages the people who are dying and just loves them and gives them loving touch...the Lord told me he will use her hands and he wants her hands to do this work...however she is still a lost christian...she lives christian values, but still follows other paths...I have been burdened for her and I just love her and really feel the need for her to stop having issues with God...and to really enter into his love.

What was also awesome my sister told me she cares about me...for the first time ever and yes Dylan's grandmother wrote back and said that Dylan's dad can not be relied on in this situation and that she was sorry, it is exactly as was revealed to me.

Anyway if anyone is going through something similar, it really sucks, however I am so thankful that we have the Lord. And John awesome responses,

Oh and Dylan has been given a prayer ministry at the children's prayer hospital, that will be wonderful for all.

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Philippians 3:14 " I press toward the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Still praying for you and Dylan.