I really need you to pray for me. On yesterday I did something to a friend of mines that has not cause me a very good friend. I am deeply saddened by my actions and have asked for his forgiveness. Although, he says he forgive me he no longer wants to remain in a relationship with me. There are no words that could ever express the sorrow I am feeling for my actions. My actions may have caused him a very big business deal. I need prayer for one allowing my past hurts/fears to dictate my present actions and secondly that this relationship is restored. It was never my intentions to cause him hurt in any type of way. I am so broken at current and no words can describe how I am feeling.

Lord please forgive me for my actions. Lord, forgive me for my sins. And father please never let my past hurts/fears dictate my actions again. Father I need you so desperately right now. I ask that you restore the relationship Barrett and I have and make it stronger and better than it was original. Please lord I am asking that you soften his heart and give him an understanding that my past hurts/fears has dictated my actions. Father, I am crying out to you right now. I need your intervention at present. Lord, please hear my cry out to you, because my soul is hurting father.

Hi Tanya,

It's hard when we are confronted with our sins in such a profound way that it causes us to hurt others. Jesus is there for you and will get through this, you are in the repentence stage and it is at this stage that real transformation will take place. Please remember the Lord is a redeemer and can redeem anything even when we mess up. Know that you will not stay in the repentence stage and you will come out into the Lord's forgiveness...

Heavenly Father we call out now in Jesus' name for forgiveness in this situation. Heal Barrett of hurts, and Tanya, soothe this hurt by your presence into this situation . Your presence is like soothing balm. Strengthen Tanya now and may she walk into your forgiveness...you have paid for all our sins, may we walk free now, dear Abba into the loving realm of your beautiful forgiveness....in Jesus' beautiful name, Amen.

The Lord is with thee...

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Hi Tanya,

I was burdened for you, others and Dylan and I asked the father for some scripture that will answer everyone's needs and opened up the scriptures and as I was reading it this came to me for you, to remind you that:

"Let them turn to the Lord our God; he is merciful and quick to forgive". 'My thoughts', says the Lord are not like yours, my ways and thoughts above yours', (Isaiah 55:7:8). There is nothing that our Father can not forgive if we ask in Jesus' name.

My friend just rang me for Dylan with a message for him, today is his birthday he is 12...the message as if a son asks his Father for anything would he give him a stone instead of a fish and a dish, no...ask the Lord and he will give you what's in your heart.

I just was compelled to share with you. And if you need some extra encouragement from the scriptures, Isaiah 54-56 is so comforting and was what was revealed for us at this time. We are his people and he will forgive our sins and lead us to new waters and he will keep us safe no matter what those new waters are, whether it is renewal, or transformation or something beyond our wildest dreams. He will guide our paths, if we turn to him and let him lead the way...He can make something wonderful out of anything, Amen, Father I love how you answer us, you are a truly wonderful, loving and beautiful God and we love you, your son and your spirit, in Jesus' name, Amen.

Tanya, keep on walking with the Lord,

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

I agree in prayer with you.

Tanya,

Heavenly Father, Bring peace and calmness to my sister's heart. Let her know everything has been settled.

Tanya, You are doing the right thing. God grants favors us when we come to Him with out being ashamed. By the Holy Spirit and the power of God, you are free from your actions. May God honor your request and bring joy, peace and harmony to your heart and soul.

I will pray for God's dwelling spirit to erase these feelings you are going through. Rember God is willing to forgive and he promises victory over all fear and worry!!

The Lord is kind and forgiving.

Psalm 86:4-7

4 Bring joy to your servant,
for to you, O Lord,
I lift up my soul.
5 You are forgiving and good, O Lord,
abounding in love to all who call to you.
6 Hear my prayer, O LORD ;
listen to my cry for mercy.
7 In the day of my trouble I will call to you,
for you will answer me.

God Bless You my sister!!!!

[This message was edited by JOHN TREVINO on March 25, 2004 at 02:50 PM.]