Hi All,

I call upon prayer warriors to pray for Dylan and I. The Lord and Satan have entered my son's dreams and he had a dream that was showing that there was a battle over me. Unfortunately in the dream Satan won and God was so angry with me, however this is far from reality.

Also an old sin, that wasn't really mine but I had been dragged into has been exposed, and my friends were upset about it, I felt ickie about it...I took this to the Cross last year and the effects have surfaced and now these seem to be diminished because I really prayed to the Lord about it and he revealed scripture to me as well. However it is still unsettling.

Also this week marked the end of everything that has remained hidden with our medical problems have now been brought out into the light, we have dealt with 14 long term ones that have made life hell. At present our nervous systems r being retrained, pray that all attacks, unkindness etc...is kept away from us at this time and we r surrounded and receive loving, kindness and support.

Also did not have much support with this, now my friend and her husband it has come to their mind, that they r offering me/Dylan support now...I know this is the Lord working in their lives.

With the case that I have been going through standing firm involving a Govt. dept...they have been difficult and now it has to go to an appeals process of which I have a lawyer working on it, it looks like it could be bigger than I thought it was, a huge headache...However I know God is bigger and has solutions.

We have some big things happening in our world, including our spiritual growth...at present feel like I have been run over by a bus and now a friend I know has asked me to help her fix a house she wants to move into. I don't have any energy and I don't know how I will be able to in a few days, I really need recharging. The good news is I prayed that an army of workers would be delivered to Joan to help her and now some more people have said yes...Pray that they keep their word and turn up to help out next week. It would be good for Joan and Bert not to have to worry anymore about their circumstances. Also they need the resources as well for it to happen.

As for us, the Lord knows what we need and I cry as I write this because it just feels so much...I am so grateful that we have Jesus to take it for us. What is going to be required of us is really a difficult journey, pray that I don't fall apart anymore and that if I do, that the Lord picks me up again so I can do what needs to be done quickly.

Pray also Dylan and my need that r in opposition to each other will come into unity and a way that meets both of our needs will be incorporated into our life. We really need strong unity.

We need pairs of hands in our lives so badly, we need a flooding of God's love through out this. We need attacks, persecutions, unfriendliness to be stopped in Jesus' name, we need understanding so people (including family) stop looking at us and treating us as if we have two heads...

We need for the person who the Lord has called to be our husband/dad to have his heart open, for him to be given this revelation by the Holy Spirit and to no more be difficult and just become a committed Christian instead of a halfhearted one. Just to stop sinning and become really open, loving, kind and no longer be cranky or difficult.

I also ask that I stop being seen as a rock of gibraltar or a lone island through this and I am also tired of being the one that does most of the calling or visiting in my relationships...they just feel so imbalanced and that is what our life and our nervous system r imbalanced. We need God's order in our homes as well.

I just want it to be so much better than it is for Dylan, I know we r heading into that, it is just so difficult, so a lot of support throughout this would be great...

Prayer warriors, please pray what needs to be prayed here, cause I am all prayed out at present and I am just so tired. I am in physical, emotional, mental, spiritual battles at present and I want to continue for Dylan and I to stand firm at this time, above all else I want to be able to do what God wants me to do when I have to do it. I also just want some serenity throughout this as well and I want it to stop feeling like I have been run over by a bus at present....

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Most Gracious and Holy Father,
You are our provider, healer our all in all and we come thanking you this day. Lord you hear my sister Serenity’s request and I ask that you grant it dear Lord. I ask that you strengthen her were she is week and the give her courage were she is lacking it. Lord bless her and Dylan any way YOU want to dear lord. I ask that you remove Satan from your precious child Dylan’s dream. Lord replace them with dreams of your prefect peace. Lord touch this family right now. Oh bless the name of Jesus.. Hallelujah to you father. Oh father we need you to step in this situation right now most gracious and Holy father.

Father, I ask that you forgive us for our sins father. Cleanse us and create in our a new heart father. Lord I ask that in this time that my sister is growing weary that you would touch her right now. Touch her in the name of Christ Jesus. She need you father and I ask that you would breath your spirit on her. Lord just smile on her right now. Rain down on her in you’re precious and might name. Bless her home, Lord bless each and every home that reads this message. And Lord bless my home. I ask these things in your might and precious name Amen

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power and of love and of a sound-mind. II Timothy 1:7

~Amazed By His Grace~
~Tanya~

Serenity,

Heavenly Father,

I ask you right now to release this family from the attacks that Dylan is receiving through dreams. May your Holy Spirit rain all over there home. May you increase your protection. May your mend any cracks that the evil is trying to get through. Shut the doors on darkness at this home. There Love you nad serve with your heart. I thank you Lord for allowing us to take charge in aggreement against the lies and schemes of our enemy.

My body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, redeemed, cleansed, & sanctified, by the Blood of Jesus.My members, the parts of my body, are instruments of righteousness, yielded to God for His serviceand for His glory. The devil has no place in me, no power over me, no unsettled claims against me.All has been settled by the Blood Of Jesus. I overcame Satan by the Blood of the Lamb and by the word
of my Testimony, and I love not my life unto the death. My body is for the Lord and the Lord is for my body.
Amen.

I am of God and have overcome him (Satan). For greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world. (1John 4:4)

Serenity,

I will always come to the Lord for your family. Remember- The Wicked appear to prosper for a time, while the righteous suffer; but actually God is always leading us in the best way; he comforts us with his presence. Author-kruis

Psalm 73:23-24
23 Nevertheless I am continually with thee; thou dost hold my right hand. 24 Thou dost guide me with thy counsel, and afterward thou wilt receive me to glory.

I MISS THIS BOARD SO MUCH!

I'll be praying for protection, renewed strength, peace and healing!!!

I am the vine, you are the branches.He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. John 15:5

John Trevino

Hi John,Tanya and all,

Thankyou for ur prayers and standing for us and to all the silent pray people that offer prayer for us, Amen for each and everyone of you.

I feel better than I did yesterday, actually a lot better. After I wrote that prayer request I had this experience that felt awful, I felt so disorientated, the most intense fear, I thought I was having a stroke and out of that I rang the person whom I normally would not have, but this is the person I wanted most to be with me and all that this person could offer me was a couple of minutes to make sure I was alright, but this person's initial response was I am with someone call an ambulance. Then the Lord must of convicted them and they came and I saw this belief system that is awful, the have to carry the burden alone and do what u can, yet behind his wall I saw his concern and really felt his caring later as I spoke to him...he sounded like a dog with a tail between his legs. I think he came thinking that I wasn't sick, yet when he saw me, I have never looked that pale and really ill before.

I also had another Christian come and she warned me about doing God's work and not getting too hurt. In other words she warned me about doing the work. She shared a lot of her problems with me, I felt unsettled by both visits, yet strangely I felt better. I also thought where is the faith and the sense of helping others or God's work is more important than my discomfort/pain attitude.

Anyway yesterday my whole nervous system was out to the point, I found it difficult to even pick up objects, speak, eat, it was awful. Anyway today I felt a bit better but weak and then it came to me about turning on the internet and listening to a talk about faith. In it the Pastor mentioned Escclesiastes is for balance so I will read that. Also what was in the talk was a prayer for increasing tolerance, pain threshold, for courage for the ability to do the impossible and I first thought no, however it is too late the prayer I can feel its effects and I can feel the presence of God with me. Yesterday I couldn't feel him in that moment of disorientation and extreme fear, now I can.

What is an amazing turn around, mostly what I have been carrying, this truth that I haven't completely delivered to someone, carrying it around has made me sick, knocked me off balance and it is too much to bear because it wasn't delivered, however it wasn't ready to be until now. I gave it to the Lord, however the Lord convicted me to give it to where it belongs. U C this person has really hurt Dylan and me, continues to hurt us, himself and I don't even think they completely know the enormity of the effect of their behaviour has had on us. I never delivered this truth, because it is a huge risk and I have been afraid to the complete effect it could have. So I wrote it out and will send it off in the mail. All the way through it I could feel God's love and concern, compassion, encouragement as well. I don't know the outcome just that I have to do it. In the talk it said great Faith requires great risk and courage, it is the compelling that people have to do what they have to do which is brought on by the spirit of faith.

So now after writing what I had to write, listening to that talk, I am walking around looking at what needs to be done and saying this is nothing, when yesterday I was saying this is too much. When the animals are stressing me I say this is nothing, and give them time out and Dylan is really in a lot of pain at present and my tolerance in hearing the whinging has reached its limit, it has been going on most of the day, he is calling out mum, I try to encourage him to call out to the Lord, to say Jesus help because I can not fix what he has, neither can the doctors. He has intense growing pains and because he is so sensitive it is causing him a lot of pain and fear. All I can do is give it to the Lord, give him a pain killer and hug him when he needs a hug to let him know I am here and comfort him, also to read God's truth to him and just read psalms, put on some praise and worship music.

Because my nervous system was unbalanced yesterday Dylan is unbalanced today, when I am not focused he is not focused because he relies on mine. I am feeling better now, he listened to the same talk, the Spirit of God came over us and it just took a hold of us and prayed, when the Pastor said the Lord is with thee, it just calmed everything...so I say Amen to that. I also experienced what it can be like for him when he is not right and it does feel really awful.

Now will go and will listen to the whole entire conference again, because people's attitudes around here have really been effecting us, dragging us down. The good news is, it has poured here and we prayed for the abundance of the Holy Spirit to saturate this dry area and it has rained.

Now I look at what we have experienced this past few weeks and it has been a test, to stand firm when the ground moves and things get pushed, shoved and moved. What came out of this is my dedication to continue to do God's work, stop pining for my destiny and waiting for it to happen, start living the destiny and watching it happen, unfolding just like that rose John, not knowing which is surprising and I have always found this fearful however no more. So now as I do something I think is big and I see the things that have collapsed all around me, I look and I say this is nothing, the Lord is with me as I start to put everything in God's order and rebuild and restore his home. I start to do the impossible, in Jesus' name. Amen

Thankyou for all your prayers, support they have an effect on us....

Love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Serenity
I will intercede for you and Dylan and your husband. I pray that the Lord will intervene in a mighty way and deliver you and Dylan out of all your fears like it promises in Psalm 34 and many other scriptures. God's grace is suffecient. Keep your focus on Him and that He can deliver you out of all your troubles. Be patient and persevere and feed your faith. I pray for God to strengthen and heal you both. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever. May His Spirit wrap around you both and comfort you. May He give you wisdom and guidance. He gives us the grace and ability to do everything that His word commands us to do. He commands us to not be anxious about anything or be fearful but " in everything pray with supplication and all types of prayer with thanksgiving and make your requests known and the God of peace will keep you in peace." That may not be the exact wording. " When we are weak, then He is strong in us." May God protect you like Psalms 34 and 91 say. (2 Timothy 1:7) " I have not given you a spirit of fear but of love, power and of a sound mind".

[This message was edited by Grace&faith on March 06, 2004 at 11:57 AM.]

Hi Grace & Faith,

Amen to you. Thankyou for your wonderful support. We do need your prayers and support and yes the Lord's grace is sufficient for us. I read this verse this morning, the Lord directed it to me and now u right it here too, I love how the Lord works . I've asked the Lord to sort this person out who has made life difficult for us and I will leave it in his hands now, because there is nothing left for me to do. Think of a person that is stubborn, prideful, caught up in an unhealthy addictive lifestyle, is a walking time bomb because they are being self destructive...doing exclusive practices, says one thing and doesn't keep their word and runs around with a whole heap of other people who are also on the same self destructive path, and who claims to be a Christian yet doesn't live it, who at times can be so unloving, uncaring and absolutely difficult...who doesn't believe u, u walk on egg shells around them, then u have this person we r dealing with. However the Lord is bigger than him, this is nothing the Lord is with me, as I read this morning he is watching and it is great to have the support of my brothers and sisters in Christ, thankyou amen.

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity