I being disabled have many needs but through my disability i realize how my physical needs are of little significance compared to my spiritual needs throughout my life i have struggled with the temptations of lust and in the new age of the internet and television gone crazy pornography is easily accessible and that is why i need prayer and help to be pulled back from these sins and so that my repentance can be complete in not turning the wrong direction over and over again this spiritual battle is real and i see its affects may i wage it effectively and thus avoid these evil distractions

brother in christ peternn

Master,
I pray that you deliver my brother from this thing and planet a desire for you so strong that he will turn away from this stronghold. Master I am asking you for this right now. Amen

peternn
I have you in my prayers. Nothing is too hard for God to change.

Hi, Peter
You are honest and brave, brother; I really appreciate the person that you are. Repentance starts by admitting our sins and you have already done that.
By feeling embarrassed with yourself in the pressence of our Heavenly Father, you are showing the first signs of change. We always feel like that as we approach His Sanctity.
Adopt the person that you are right now and be convinced that we can neither escape the knowledge God has about us nor His watchful eye.
But He is merciful and gracious. He wants to save us from our own ignorance and from the tricks of Satan. He knows you better than you know yourself. I just have the feeling that He is about to give you something that will replace the emptiness of today so you can redirect your affections (now wasted to lust) towards a more valuable recipient. Therefore, it's time to clean the house and He is ready to help you out.
Remember that Satan will dig into our fears and vulnerabilities in order to take us out of the circle of divine protection. It is human to be tempted and we are always dealing with different personal issues. God would not be God if He didn't know about this or didn't have the power to rescue us. Resisting temptations, thus preventing sin -that is, not following what the temptation urges you to do- is possible by faith. See what God told Cain in Gen 4:7.
The bottom line is: Stop clicking on those links next time around.
You are dear to all of us and we'll keep you in our prayers.
Jorge S.