for all my life i have suffered with depression, bi-polar, adhd, my medication leaves me flat and unmotivated. i am no longer suicidal, but in that am no longer. i have tried every medication i can. nothing, flat, no laughter or tears. and indeed no faith, i see god in the natural miricals of his creation, and satan running the world, but i want to feel the lord, praise the lord, pray to the lord, please pray for all the people in the world that need their medication and the lord to have both.

AnnetteKaye,

My heart goes out to you because just like cancer, depression is a disease. People often down play it because they don't know much about it. I am going to keep you lifted up in prayer because I know that prayer changes things.

I thank God that you no longer have thoughts of suicide. This is a blessing within itself.

I love you and God does too.

Smile b/c God loves you. I’ve been out on disability for over 3 yrs and have felt the numbness’ of life. The anxiety attacks that even made me think about suicide. Keep the faith, it’s hard but God will bless you. He just wants you to have complete faith in Him only! Because God IS LOVE, and when we walk in His Love, first by receiving it and then expressing it, we abide in Him. The Bible says that love will never fail. My prayer is that as you continue to read the word (bible) you will be saturated and filled with the love of God, and it will spill over into every one of your relationships! You Are Loved!

Anette
I am praying for you.