Hi All,

We are seeing improvement. Dylan is now letting me touch him so I can rub/massage his muscles and release the tightness. I can't put on any oil, or anything else, even tried grape seed oil and he becomes really itchy. So it is just my hands at the Holy Spirit's promptings... I think of Jesus when I do this and say prayers or just rest in his presence. Dylan jumped on his trampoline, rode his bike and took the dogs for a walk, although he was in pain, he knows the importance of exercise in this situation .

Other areas of my life are now unfrozen and I can deal with some areas that need dealing with. Also I read today when people go through spiritual transformations, or restorations when the Lord washes over them, it is not always ecstatic, sometimes there can be intense unexplained pain, or people just collapse because it is just too much. Others can be emotionally unbalanced because it is just more than the body, mind and the emotions, senses can contain. It can also be an amazingly alone experience in the Lord...

I was laying on the lounge listening to a song refiner's fire and I could feel heat all in my spine and I just felt the Lord's presence come over me...all through that song and through another song called Wash over me...We have needed soaking prayers, Dylan picked out a praise and worship CD called Wash over me (two months ago) and all the songs we can relate to now and it is a calling to be holy, being set apart being washed over, renewed and restored. It is wonderful how the Lord works and meets our needs even before we know what we need...

These songs touched me so much I thought I would put them here for others who might be going through the same thing...

Purifier's Fire by Brian Doersken

Purify my heart
let me be as gold
And precious silver
Purify my heart
let me be as gold
Pure gold

Refiner's fire
My heart's one desire
Is to be holy
Set apart for You Lord
I choose to be holy
Set apart for you my Master
Ready to do your will

Purify my heart
Cleanse me from within
And make me holy
Purify my heart
Cleanse me from my sin
Deep within

*****
Wash over me by David Ruis

When the tears are falling
And the leaves blow across my mind
When the waves are breaking
And the sun is hard to find.
When the deep is calling
And the waterfall's my home
When I'm all but drowning
And I'm treading on my own

I cry a silent prayer,
That comes out of me
It's a mystery
come wash over me
wash over me
'til I can't take anymore

I dream that my voice is heard
In the secret place
Where I bare my face
Come wash over me
Wash over me
'Til I can't take anymore...

After listening to these songs I just had to dance, and dance. I have to dance and I long to dance in his ministry...to see dance ministries in churches...really beautiful heartfelt, soulful, graceful, Holy Spirit inspired dancing that touches people so profoundly that their spirits leap within them...and join with his...

He has wanted me to dance, to hire the local hall and just practise dancing and I haven't done it. I have to do it, just dance, practise and have a huge area where I can leap, run, spin for him...I also know there is a part of Dylan that also needs to dance too....

Off line for a few days to rest in Him....May Abba bless you all and keep you, We really love you all...thankyou so much for being with us and helping us through and extremely difficult period...

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity

Amen!

We will continue to pray & agree in faith!

May you both rest in the Lord!

Matthew 11:28-30

28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

May the peace of God be with both of you!

Praise the LORD!! Oh worship you father!! He is worthy of all the praise.. Glory to your name Father... Amen, Amen and Amen and a Big super AMEN

I'm glad to know you are growing stronger in your faith and being encouraged.

Hi All,

Thankyou Tanya, John, Grace and Faith, T2 and others who have prayed for us. I just had to come on and say that we are getting better and better with the Lord leading us. Now our path opens up before us. He delivered a book to me online and in this book was the path that I was on. It was the whole lot, where we are now and where we are going and it just feels wonderful because I feel relieved, I am no longer worried about it, just feel calm, joyus and feeling his beautiful love and care for us. We are truly honoured to be his perculiar people.

Of course our lives won't be without difficulties, pain etc.. because of us accepting Christ as our Saviour and following his call, however it will be done with his will/strength not ours and we know he is with us in everything and everything we do will be done for him, even the monotonous chores.

Dylan is feeling a little bit better, and he is feeling a bit better than yesterday..it seems he is getting better bit by bit. He came upon one of his friends and he is being there for him. This friend has just been through a relationship breakup with his mother/father figure he has younger siblings and now he has had to stand in the place and fulfill some of the responisibilites of the home, his mother is really tired/depressed and his friend is very sad. No more can this boy just go and play etc...he has responisibilities. Dylan felt very compassionate and could understand him and wants to be there for him because he really knows what it is like to feel really alone without Godyly or Human Comfort outside the family. God bless Dylan he wants to minister to his friend through praise and worship music.

What we have gained from all these difficulties is the ability to have God with us no matter what the circumstances and still praise, worship and glorify in him even when the sun don't shine, the roof falls off (not literally) or disease, illness or persecutions come upon us or we feel truly beseiged...We have truly learnt and experience the Lord being our refuge in him do I trust. We truly feel free....

love and blessings in the Lord,

Serenity