Hi All, Not sure if you guys remember me.
I am well and my son is 13 months already! He is such a blessing and I thank God for givng him to me.
I have been through many ups and downs this past year. My husband Is the same as he was when I was pregnant.
He had changed for a while and I was still praying for us to work out. But after a few months he started being his old self.
God has been good to me and my son.
I found a job as a babysitter and I can take my son with me. It justs pays the rent and I just manage to buy food but God has provided.My husbaand used to give me a little money each month but stopped and this past month has been really difficult as I have hardly worked and In december I will be off for 2 weeks. I am worried even thoguh I know God will provide like he has in the past but i can;t seem to get over the worry. Please Pray for me.
On the other hand, my mother is coming to visit from South Africa.I havent seen her for over 2 and a half years and she hasnt seen my son yet so I am so excited.
I am waiting for my greencard. sometimes it gets hard waiting!!!
As for my husband and our relationship-well I stopped praying for us to work. He has been so mean and nasty and sometimes i think maybe it has happened for a reason.I never have peace when we were trying to make it work and when he comes over to see the baby , I feel so stressed and get so upset- if you ahve any advice or encouragement regarding please let me know.
Thank you all for your prayers and I pray God bless you all.
-promise

Hi Promise! Let me first say reading your message was very uplifting to me! You seem to have had a few hardships recently and they sound very emotionally draining, yet you are so thankful, happy and staying positive! God is most definitely with you. My only advice for you regarding your marriage would be to keep yourself and your son happy. A happy mother makes a happy baby. It sounds like you are making every effort you should be. Keep praising God for being in your life and you will no doubt continue to be blessed.
You will be in my prayers.
God Bless.