I have been on a roller coaster ride in my life right now and the enemy has had such a stronghold of me, I am having a difficult time breaking it.

It seems that the harder I lean on God the Father, the harder and uglier my life gets and the more hurt and angry I become. It almost feels like Father doesn't have time for me.

I have been very blasphemous lately, yelling really bad things at Father and I am so scared now because I'm afraid Father is really mad at me!

Please help me, I don't know how to fix this, or even if I can!

louise
Welcome to the board. You may want to re- post this in the prayer request forum so everybody will be sure to see it. I am praying for you, and your family. Why we have to go through some very difficult and troubling times and sorrow, I don't know and may never know this side of eternity but I know the master of the universe and the shepard of my soul forever. He tells us that we will have trials and tribulattions but to not fear and to trust him to keep us and guide us through. You may be at the end of yourself and that is where you can learn to rest upon Jesus for he will then take control of your life and guide you onto a straight path if you yeild yourself up to him and humble yourself in his sight and admit that you can't do anything without him. God is a GOd of mercy and grace. Feed your faith with a daily dose of his word and pray with a true heart and thank and praise him. Jesus said," Come to Me you who are heavy laden, and I will give you rest"

God will forgive you if you are trully sorry and ask Him to. He said if we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us.

i can feel you cos i have once ben in a frustrating situation.

he said He will never leave us nor forsake us. trials come to lift us up.

mail me at kwin2005@yahoo.com if u can

ral

um..hey well i'm not much for giving advice but god is a forgiving god and he isn't mad at u try being more in his word or praying or even well actully try focusing on something else if something else comes to me i'll get back on here and tell you (cause i did that wit a friend yesterday

I will pray for you - check out this post:

http://gdwmboard.org/eve/forums/a/tpc/f/7806062801/m/32910444511